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POSITIVES AND NEGATIVES
(or one from column A and one from columnB)
Having run with the depression for a couple of days the mania kicks in and starts trying to fix it. I know I can ya know. Really, if I only perform all the tasks in the proper sequence life will instantly become NORMAL and I will live happily ever after.
I did a little inventory this morning as I was driving around in blinding sunshine.
Column A (the good stuff)
My beautiful healthy daughter
Health
Living in a beautiful place
Good friends
Having the balls to do new things
Column B (the bad stuff)
A disfunctional marriage
Elderly dependent parents
Financial challenges
No time to stay sane
Is balance one from column A and one from column B. Do you think it would be better to eliminate column B altogether? Do you think I could get away with it?
Having hit a mental roadblock on how to proceed with my column experiment I called Pucci and confirmed our Tuesday afternoon playdate. It was a beautiful summer day and we just fell right into a languid inebriated state. A lovely afternoon.
Another thought from this morning's drive.....(lyric to a song actually)
....is a dream a lie if it don't come true or is it something worse that sends me
down to the river
into the river i dive....
-Bruce Springsteen-
written at 8:40 p.m.
2002-04-16
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