WILL IT LOCK UP TONIGHT?
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WILL IT LOCK UP TONIGHT?
I am too fucking tired to write this in word and cut and paste so lets see if it actually makes it into the cyberdiary.
I have been full of anger the past day or so. Everything just gangs up on me from time to time and I can't tread water any longer. The new home health aide is still only a body after more than a month. She has a full time job that is obviously her priority even though she is here for this job to care for a human being. I have been having long conversations with the homecare nurse trying to find ways to fine tune the situation so it is functional. My dad is just batty with hanging around the house because he thinks this woman is not doing her job. It really isn't that bad, she just won't do any more than she really has to. She at least has experience as an aide so I would think in the event of any suprises she would know what to do.
Otherwise the weather is depressing me. It is June 14 and I turned the heat on today. If I don't get a chill I will drown soon. I thought cabin fever was a winter malady! We opened the pool last weekend and actually went into it on tuesday but it has been shitty and now cold and rainy since. I need sun to stay cheerful. I am a Leo for cripes sake!
Rainman is rainman.....he is on vacation for a week starting tomarrow. I am not expecting much.
Goats are fun but they too don't like the damp. We haven't been able to sit outside with them because of the rain. We still try to spend time with them though. They are getting into a routine which is good for everyone. I am making lots of cheese and concocting new recipes. I have been making mozzarella cheese with a couple of cloves of garlic added....OH SO YUMMY. I made fromage blanc and added maple syrup and chopped walnuts, my toast is looking forward to that at breakfast. I baked tofu with tomatos and bread crumbs for dinner tonight and melted some of the mozzarella on it, very wonderful. If any of you are wondering if I am going to get fat from all this cheese don't worry. I spent the last two days trying not to pass out because I usually don't get time to eat. I have to eat well when I do get a chance. I doubt my eating habits will set a great example for A. since I can appear a bit anorexic to the casual observer. I am actually pretty healthy about my diet I just rarely sit still long enough to eat.
Well, I think I will try to sleep off the angries.
written at 8:38 p.m.
2002-06-14
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