INDEPENDENCE
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INDEPENDENCE.
Well, things remain predictable. The heat has finally gotten here and I have been of a mind to get down and enjoy summer for it's short duration. Magrit brought "the boys" over yesterday and we all stewed in the pool. The air was about 105 degrees and the pool water was about 95 degrees. Stewed like tomatos, is the only way I can describe it. We had some laughs. The four kids play very well together and Magrit and I had a few bitching session about the men in our lives. The general conclusion. Use 'em and ditch 'em. Too bad we didn't realize this before it all became complicated and dependent. At least we have a mutual support system.
Today was off to Pucci's house to sweat profusely in her back yard while having a few adult beverages while A. and Rocky played. Very sweat lodge like experience. Heat is something I have always enjoyed. The lanquid, liquid, floating sensation that comes with being super heated has always been nice to me.
Rainman was off yesterday and don't you know as soon as I confirmed that Magrit was comming over he made plans to leave. Such a social creature. I suggested he invest some time in getting to know A's friends which he immediately countered with, "it is not like I have never met them (Magrit's boys)". Duh, but maybe they became serial killers since you last spoke to the squirts nearly a year ago. Needless to say he just doesn't get much of anything.
I did confront rainman the other night about his condition and his declaration that he needs help. He basically did what he always does, become aggressively defensive. He then followed up that clandistine inebriation with another one yesterday afternoon/eveing. Bravo, encore, bravo. Visions of attornies dance through my head.
Rainman just doesn't see the breach of trust his secretiveness creates. He can't fathom the damage the sin of omission has caused already and causes almost daily. Remember the advise of well meaning friends and family who said, "you can not change people, don't try to."
sweet sweaty dreams...
written at 8:44 p.m.
2002-07-04
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