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It all came about rather quickly. Rainman came home from work and found he couldn't get into the computer. He claims he couldn't get into the email program, but I know that is not blocked by the "parental" controls I set up. I wonder what he was looking at. He swears he only went to email. Anyway, he claims he was trying to delete the porn websites last week and that is why they were in the history file. I believe nothing.
Things developed into my letting him know, again, that I will not tolerate or allow the situation to continue as it has been. He "broke down" and claimed he has no control over himself. If he doesn't who does?? He says he can't help himself. If he can't who will?? As long as he continues to believe these things he will not be able to change anything. He doesn't seem to realize that he drinks because of some deep psychological damage and/or deep loss of self-esteem. I suggested psychological counseling. Maybe if he figures out who he is he will learn to live with himself. I really don't know what else to suggest. Cccerberus suggested a book that takes a different approach to this type of thing but I don't feel comfortable suggesting it since he has habitually hidden in books and ideas without really doing that much with the information he gleans. I really think he needs to find a way to relate to the world from somewhere other than the corner of his head he seems to be trapped in. Maybe if he can find a person to talk to that can guide him through whatever messed his head up...
Well, I took some valerian and I think getting into bed would be a good thing. Good night.
written at 9:28 p.m.
2001-07-12
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