THERAPY?
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"What do you feel. You have told me facts but not how you feel"
I feel tired and somewhat sick and, lady, you are really begininning to annoy me.
Sheesh, I have a funny feeling Rainman's therapist is lacking a little something and has found that telephonic voyeurism fills the void. I did not satisfy her warped need to squeeze some emotional belch out of me though. I am too damned tired thanks to the damned decongestant I took yesterday (thus I didn't sleep last night but boy did my ear drain) and just too damned tired of the whole Rainman scenario to give much of a hoot.
Round two of the "family session" has been completed and I do believe I frustrated the woman. She seems to be just aching for me to burst into tears or start yelling about how betrayed I feel. Damn, if I were still doing that I would be sitting in a nice soft room with a cozy white jacket on with very trendy buckles all down the back, and the meds, honey, the meds would be so fucking calming.
Practical, that is where I am at. I don't like that I have to do EVERYTHING but not liking it won't get it done, so, I do what I gotta do. I enjoy my daughter and my animals and my wonderful friends and I have very busy days with no time for boredom. So, no I am not crying or moaning or screaming that it isn't fair.
Sorry, Ms. Therapist.
Looks like Rainman will be home in a week or ten days. Then the real fun begins I imagine. He claims to be a different person (but then so says his therapist too). We shall see. I am not passing judgement on him without seeing how he behaves. I will proceed with caution and act accordingly.
And, with any luck, I will get some sleep (no more decongestant for me deary).
written at 8:43 p.m.
September 22, 2005
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