I ATTEMPTED TO MURDER MY HUSBAND TONIGHT
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I ATTEMPTED TO MURDER MY HUSBAND TODAY.
This is not a joke. You have no idea how good it felt to feel both my thumbs pressing against his windpipe.
I am not a violent person.
I have been pushed.
If he can not feel emotion. He will feel physical pain.
I cannot live like this.
I still don't think he realizes how seriously fucked up he has made things.
I hugged my daughter very hard.
I cried all over my goats.
I don't know what to do next.
5/20/03 POSTSCRIPT.
I have seriously considered deleting this entry but I have not. That does not mean I won't. Things are not good in my relationship with my husband and that is not new to anyone who has been reading this diary. I feel, for the time being, that this entry says something about a new level in the disfunction of my marriage. I had wanted to talk about disfunction in marriage in a broader sense but I am unable to access the entry page so this note will do for now.
written at 8:42 p.m.
2003-05-18
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